ug. last night and early this morning i was sick. stomach thing. throwing up non-stop. got way dehydrated. it sucked major balls to say the least.
slept most of the day away. called up Beth at around 7ish, she came to get me at about 8ish. hung out for a bit then went over to Deny's for a party. i was feeling ok by then. a lot better than last night. we had been there a bit when i decided to smoke with a few kids. now for those who know me, you know i hardly ever smoke. i just don't feel the desire and i don't really like it. i'll smoke maybe, maybe, once every other month if that. i took 3 hits and i was d o n e.
then a few kids decided to funnel. i had never funneled before so i decided to give it a try. RJ held the funnel for me and i went at it. i got 2/3 of the way done and the rest was foam. this was my first beer of the night. i finished and stood up. all of a sudden i got majorly dizzy. my vision started to black out and my hearing went. i tried to squat down to regain my balance. the next thing i know i'm sitting on a bench propped up by Pat, looking at a very scared Beth. I was like, "did i just pass out?". yep. apparently i got on my knees then fell face first onto the porch. i busted my nose, it started bleeding, i busted my lip and that started bleeding. somehow when i went down i managed to bend my lip ring in half and have it come out of my lip. blood was everywhere.
i had no idea what had just happened. apparently i was out for like 20 seconds. hahahaha. goddamn. i guess between being horribly dehydrated, smoking, and not breathing enough before funneling, i screwed myself over. RJ, Beth, Pat, Peter, Bloody, Jeremy, Moser, and Matt were all shook up. probably because of the amount of blood. that's the second time i've passed out from pot in my life. i was just pissed that i missed it. i thought it was hilarious. i wish i could have seen myself. i'm a tough fuckin bitch. hahahaha.
after the fiasco, Pat, Moser, Matt, Little Dave, Beth, Bloody, Peter, Jeremy and I left and went to Hooters. we almost got kicked out when Beth kissed me. apparently Hooters isn't very homosexual friendly. jerkoffs. left Hooters, dropped off Matt, went to Rutgers to drop off the other Matt. played beer pong. left there and Pat and i went to the diner. ate some chocolate cake and bacon. got home like a hour ago.
now i'm about to go to bed. i have to see joe today. no matter what. i need to spend tonight with him because i don't know when the next time i can fall asleep in his arms will be. i'm heartbroken. goodnight dears. have lovely dreams.